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August 20th, 2009
01:13 am - Oh Yeah For the few (one) of you interested in it, my twitter name is GureiSeion.( And for the rest of you, an example of my dog shedding. )
Noli nothi permittere te terere.
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July 31st, 2009
06:04 pm - So Yeah I'm going through a bit of mental duress right now, and really do need some help. Funny thing with people that need help is that sometimes they recognize this fact but either fail to admit it or choose not to get it. I know the solution to my problems, that would make the world right again, but obtaining that solution, or help if you will, would be a selfish act. There are no alternatives I wish to pursue, though. So I've put myself in quite a bind. This all could have been avoided months ago, if I had known what to do. I'm more aware now; I know what to do. At least, what I would have done if I had known now. Funny how that hindsight thing works. We learn from our mistakes, yes. But oh how I wish I had the chance not to repeat them.
And I do merit consideration to the question of if it would be better to end my ability to pain those I have already hurt now, potentially causing a bit more pain, or to draw it out over a potential lifetime of trying and most likely failing not to bring pain to others while stockpiling it onto myself.
If only.... Solis.
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12:03 am - Fun Times Just as I think life is starting to pick back up and my improvements are beginning to pay off, I get hit with a landslide blow.
Fuck that huge update I just typed out.
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June 18th, 2009
04:21 pm - Random Notes My previously mentioned 'luck event' fell through. Not really surprised at this point.
I should consider playing the Sims, for the sole reason of backing up my statement that my sister is doing it wrong. Not that the screams of terror and excessive crying coming from the game and my sister's complaints that they die too often are not backup enough.
Eventually will make a longer update. Preferably after I get sound working on this computer and whatever other drivers I need get sorted out.
Lek tol Current Location: Richmond House, Upper Floor Current Music: The sound of simming
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May 22nd, 2009
05:30 am - Inner Pandemonium I almost find it amusing how time can pass so painfully slow when the mind dwells on agonizing thoughts.
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May 20th, 2009
02:54 pm - Kaon Busy busy busy. Left home around 7am yesterday, got back around 11pm. It was a good change of pace. Was sad to take the last of my possessions from the apartment, but I think it's been firmly established that there's little I can do about that, except keep busy.
As far as luck goes, I may have found a very nice opportunity that would pay for my next two fall and spring semesters in college. We'll see how that goes.
Lek tol. Current Location: Richmond House, Former Bedroom Current Mood: busy Current Music: Half-Life 2 Original Soundtrack
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May 18th, 2009
08:22 pm - Nothing New to Report Life's falling apart as usual. Only noteworthy event takes place tomorrow morning, so I'll post when I get there. Also looking into wireless mobile internet providers, since I'm sick sick sick of dial-up, and did promise to help someone else get online too.
We'll see how things go. Who knows, maybe luck will show up on my side eventually.
Lek tol. Current Location: Nippersink Library Current Mood: Excessively Tired Current Music: Light Whisps of Whispering
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April 17th, 2009
10:13 pm - Science! Well, here's a little bit of what I've been playing with lately.
A few weeks back, I heard my mum talking about growing plants. She's currently germinating seeds right now. As I speak, half of those seeds are now sprouts greatly in need of replanting. I digress. I decided to avoid the outdoor hazards and grow a little indoors.
( So this is what I threw together... )
Lek tol.
Current Location: Richmond house, former storage room Current Music: Yugi - Without Me (by Little Kuriboh)
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April 16th, 2009
08:30 pm - Quick Update Morale's low right now for a variety of reasons: - Busier than ever. - Sick at the moment - Current housing - Chances of having web past Monday are slim at best. Expect chances of killing parents to rise exponentially. - Job hunting sucks. Seriously now, I've been looking for over half a year now. - Dead vehicle. - Above two will make starting up college again really fun. - Single status.
I really want to start up the whole updating thing again, but I'd rather have better things to say than just complaining about the current situation. We'll see, I suppose.
Lek tol. Current Location: Richmond house, former storage room Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Yelling upstairs
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March 30th, 2009
11:04 pm - Holy Crud an Update. Unfortunately, it's not a fluff-filled entry about how my life's been going. That might happen if I can come to terms with myself on a major issue or two.
So, instead I present an entry so boring/irrelevant to most of you that it has been cut.
( TL;DR: Went to an MtG EDH tournament yesterday, and won (for once). )
Lek Tol.
Current Location: Richmond House, Former Storage Room Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Ignis Solus ( YouTube: http://tinyurl.com/IgnisSolus )
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March 19th, 2009
09:48 pm - A Good Nap Gone Bad So, after work today I found myself both tired and home alone. I decided to have a quick nap on the couch upstairs, because I felt bad for not spending too much time with the family dog (who apparently enjoys just being in the vicinity of people she likes). Anyways, cue a nice rest. Until I start dreaming of being around a "conversation" between my mother and sister (more like an exercise in spewing words). They're talking about the stupidest things, and I can seem to find a way out of the room we're in. And of course, anyone who reads this and has met them, knows that their grammar is horrific and it's very, very difficult to both get a word in the middle of their talking, much less get a response back. So, I won't go into gritty details, but did end up waking to them in the living room, talking about the same things as always. I swear, there has to be an off switch SOMEWHERE on one of them.
Kill me, now.
Lek tol. Current Location: Richmond House, Old Storage Room Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Random crap on scifi channel.
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February 26th, 2009
11:01 pm - Inside Joke

Lek tol.
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February 18th, 2009
08:32 pm - What He (shadr0) Said 001. Real name → Keith 002. Nickname(s)→ Grey, Walker, Little Richie (not like the celebrity, mind you), Kevin, and probably more that I can't recall at the moment. 003. Zodiac sign → Libra 004. Male or female → Male 005. Nursery → Not that I know of. 006. Primary School → Three Oaks Elementary School in Cary. 007. Secondary School → Nippersink Middle School in Richmond for grades 7 and 8, Bridgman High for grade 9, and Richmond-Burton Community HS for grades 10 through 12. 008. Hair color → Dark Brown 009. Long or short -> Short, though I'm curious to see how it'd look long. 010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet, I suppose. 011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans. 012. Phone or Camera → Phone. because I think visual communication is much more entertaining with charades. 013. Health freak → A bit. I'll admit to bursts of "rabbiting." 014. Drink or Smoke? → Nope, although the two who have seen (and induced) it claim I make a friendly drunk. 015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Oh yes. 016. Eat or Drink → Liquids are more important. 017. Piercings → Nope. I'm so tame. 018. Tattoos → Also nope. In a hypothetical scenario, I wouldn't even know what I'd want for one.
HAVE YOU EVER? 019. Been in an airplane→ Yeah, used to scare the hell out of me. 020. Been in a relationship → More than I'd like to have. 021. Been in a car accident → Yes. Five times, each as a passenger. 022. Been in a fist fight → Not counting sparring, last I can recall was back in 2002. I need a new sparring partner.
FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → n/a 024. First best friend? → Peter 025. First award →Some mass-reading award way back in elementary school. 026. First crush → Megan █████, back around third grade, I think. 027. First kiss → Truthfully, I'd rather not recall. Wasted on Jennifer ██████ around 8th grade. Could easily recall a much more desireable recepient for such a thing during that timeframe. 028. First big vacation → Wisconsin Dells, back when I was around 8 years old or so.
LASTS: 029. Last person you talked to -> Without including the parents; Kitty. 030. Last person you texted → Kitty. If you count Twitter, Graham. 031. Last person you watched a movie with → Kitty and Rebecca. 032. Last food you ate → "Funfetti" cake slice. 033. Last movie you watched → Short Circuit. 034. Last song you listened to → "The Drum" by Nobody Beats The Drum. 035. Last thing you bought → Bread. 0.o 036. Last person you hugged → Kitty.
FAVES: 037. Food → A bit, but I suppose cherries would work. 038. Drinks → Cherry flavored stuff, and a certain tea I wish I knew the name of. 039. Clothing → I don't have many preferences aside from a faorite pair of pants and shirt. 040. Flower → For the moment, Lotus. Some card gaming friends of mine would understand why. 042. Colors → Green, the darker shades usually. Black and gray to a lesser extent. 043. Movies → Hmm, tough choices. Let's leave this one with The Fifth Element, Shaun of the Dead, and 044. Subjects → Programming.
check all that apply
In 2008, I... 045. [x] kissed someone 046. [x] celebrated Halloween 047. [x] had your heart broken 048. [] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone 049. [] someone questioned your sexual orientation 050. [] came out of the closet 053. [x] done something you've regretted 054. [x] broken a promise? 055. [x] hid a secret 056. [x] pretended to be happy 057. [] met someone who changed your life 058. [] pretended to be sick 059. [x] left the state (Often.) 060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it 061. [] cried over the silliest thing 062. [x] ran a mile 063. [] went to the beach with your best friend 064. [x] got into an argument with your friends 065. [x] hated someone 066. [] stayed single the whole year
CURRENTLY: 067. Eating → Air. 068. Drinking → Dr. Pepper 069. I'm about to → Maybe sleep 070. Listening to → Computer humming 071. Plans for today → 11pm, not much there. 072. Waiting for → Alot.
YOUR FUTURE: 073. Want kids? → Mayhaps. 074. Want to get married? → Definitely. 075. Careers in mind → Programmer, I hope.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH A BOY/GIRL? 076. Lips or eyes → Eyes. 077. Shorter or taller?→ Either is fine. I'd prefer a somewhat equal height. 078. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic. 079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach. 080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive. 081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship. 082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Hesitant.
HAVE YOU EVER: 083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes. 084. Snuck out of your house → Never had to. 085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Not for a situation in which I hadn't mutually caused. Live blade sparring, anyone? 086. Killed somebody → Not in real life. 087. Broken someone's heart → Yes. 088. Been arrested → No. 089. Cried when someone died → Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 090. Yourself → I am tangible. 091. Miracles → Everyone can roll a natural 20 a few times in a row. Even kitty_kittie, akane_sama, blahnezz, chibiglitz, darqueskyes, kushiels_angel, penultimateokgo, rally_pchan, velveteenrabbit, and most importantly, </lj> (Can't say you haven't been tagged for it now).
</lj></lj></lj></lj></lj></lj></lj></lj></lj> Current Location: Richmond House, New Computer Room Current Mood: sleepy
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February 13th, 2009
05:57 pm I really need to make a post sometime. I keep thinking about it during times in which I'm unable to, and now that I'm capable of it, I'm just not in the mood. So yeah, don't be surprised if you see a few paragraphs from me in the (hopefully) near future. Until then, I can at least assure you that I won't be boosting inflation with a stimulus package larger than the bill for a recent war.
Lek tol.
Current Location: Richmond basement, new computer room Current Mood: listless
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October 20th, 2008
11:43 pm - Woah Time flies as of late.
In a nutshell: - Housing: In an apartment now. w00t! - Internet: Have yet to acquire it at said apartment - School: Same old. May be working there soon. - D&D: Now running my session on Sundays. It's all good.
Well, my mind is a bit blank at the moment, so i you're curious about anything else (or just anything, quite frankly), feel free to ask.
Lek tol Current Location: Friend in Antioch's House Current Mood: tired Current Music: Ah! My Godess Episode 1 playing in the background
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July 7th, 2008
02:55 pm - CT DS Rerelease? And now, I have the urge to replay Chrono Trigger.
Not naming names to blame, but you know who you are.
Lek tol. Current Location: My Dungeon - Computer Room/Alternate Bedroom
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April 23rd, 2008
09:57 pm - Many Thanks -.- Thank you DeVry, for having a shitty system that deleted 20+ hours of school work. It not only has made me need to remake at least 10 hours of it, but also inconvenienced a friend of mine and has helped made an ass of me to Kitty.
Thank you psychobabble fucktards, for reconditioning me to not be able to stand up for myself when I need it most. Mainly my fault, of course, but you all didn't help.
And thanks to me, for isolating myself from others when I should have instead been a better person to them.
Lek tol.
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March 23rd, 2008
01:48 am - D&Dness and an Interview.
Anyway, it's 2am and I need to be up in five hours, so I'm off to sleep. I apologize ahead of time if I fail to make an Easter post on time tomorrow. If so, happy Zombie Jesus Day in advance.
Lek tol. Current Location: My Dungeon - Computer Room/Alternate Bedroom Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The True Sound of Silence
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March 20th, 2008
06:16 pm - Strike! Thanks goes to moniquill, for informing me about this one.
Here's the deal - LJ is taking away free accounts. Not only that, but the new owners, SixApart, are lying to users about these new "changes" and "business plans." They don't believe that users are important to this site! We're going to show them that without us here writing about our lives, there will be no site left! We're going on strike!
The user beckyzoole originally proposed that we do a strike on March 21st from midnight GMT - midnight GMT March 22nd.
If you wish to participate, here's the plan, copy and pasted from many LJ's, and compiled into this:
Content Strike Friday March 21, from midnight to midnight GMT
We are holding the Content Strike because we want to demonstrate that LiveJournal is content-driven.
We are holding the Content Strike because we want the new owners of LiveJournal to better understand the power and resolve of the LJ Community of Users.
We are holding the Content Strike because all of us, Paid, Permanent and Plus users as well as Basic, want to demonstrate our solidarity as a Community of Users. We do not consider Basic users to be freeloaders, we consider them to be valuable content-providers and Friends.
We are holding the Content Strike because we ache to do something to show our displeasure, and commenting on the news post -- even with cat macros -- just isn't powerful enough!
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The strike has four terms:
Restore basic accounts for new account creation.
Inform users before any change to the site that affects how we use the site or demands on our resources.
Run change proposals by the Advisory Board and take their advice into account before implementation of any change.
NOTE: I'm aware that there may be good business decisions for eliminating Basic accounts. If Basic accounts are to be eliminated, though, that action should be taken only after approval of the Advisory Board and consultation with the LJ Community of Users.
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The 24-hour strike will begin at the following times for the following locations:
Thursday, March 20, 2:00 PM -- Honolulu Thursday, March 20, 4:00 PM -- Anchorage Thursday, March 20, 5:00 PM -- San Francisco; Los Angeles Thursday, March 20, 6:00 PM -- Mexico City; Denver Thursday, March 20, 7:00 PM -- Chicago Thursday, March 20, 8:00 PM -- Montreal; New York Thursday, March 20, 9:00 PM -- Buenos Aires Midnight -- London Friday, March 21, 1:00 AM -- Paris Friday, March 21, 2:00 AM -- Istanbul Friday, March 21, 3:00 AM -- Moscow Friday, March 21, 4:00 AM -- Dubai Friday, March 21, 5:00 AM -- Islamabad Friday, March 21, 6:00 AM -- Bangladesh Friday, March 21, 7:00 AM -- Bangkok Friday, March 21, 8:00 AM -- Singapore Friday, March 21, 9:00 AM -- Tokyo Friday, March 21, 10:00 AM -- Brisbane Friday, March 21, 11:00 AM -- Sydney Friday, March 21, 12 Noon -- Suva
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The one-day content strike is on for this Friday, March 21, from midnight GMT to midnight GMT.
For 24 hours, we will not post or comment to LJ. Not in our own journals, not in communities. Not publicly, privately, or under friends-lock.
This is a protest that will have long-lasting effects, showing up forever in the daily posting statistics.
This is a protest that will not harm LJ in the long run, as leaving LJ might do.
This is a protest that will demonstrate the power of community, as all users unite to support Basic users and the concept of adfree space.
This is a protest that will educate the new owners that LJ is driven by user-created content.
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How Can I Help?
DO post about this in your own LJ. DO post and comment about it in appropriate communities. DO remember that it's based on Greenwich Mean Time, which may not be your local time. DO turn off LoudTwitter and your RSS feeds for 24 hours.
DON'T forget to get permission from community mods before making an off-topic post or comment about the strike. DON'T be spammy with your posts or comments about the strike. DON'T forget to turn your LoudTwitter and RSS feeds back on when the strike is over.
I WILL BE PARTICIPATING IN THIS, AND I URGE YOU TO DO SO AS WELL! As of 8PM tonight, until 8PM tomorrow, I will not be logging into LJ or posting!
For more context, look here:
http://news.livejournal.com/106909.html
This comment in particular shows just how far LJ has been going:
http://news.livejournal.com/106909.html?thread=69092253#t69092253 |
Current Location: My Dungeon - Computer Room/Alternate Bedroom Current Mood: mellow Current Music: The True Sound of Silence
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February 3rd, 2008
01:10 am - Screw Walmart Haven't posted in a while. What's new? Anyway, I'll work on posting more often.
Major events in the day included playing in a Morningtide MTG release tournament. Went alright, and I ended up coming home with 140% more cards than I paid for. Decklisting for the crazy ones out there.
And to top off my day, I went to Walmart in search of flowers to cheer up a certain someones day, only to find out that I couldn't afford any of their selection. Not very pleasing at all.
Anyways, hope life's going good for the rest of you.
Lek tol. Current Location: My Dungeon - Computer Room/Alternate Bedroom Current Mood: blah Current Music: About Her - Malcolm Mclaren
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